Notes from the studio —
focused on art, observation, and creative practice.
Can you be RAW?
Ai and photography, like a thorn in my side or an itch I can’t quite reach. Which photo is real? While those filtered “bold glamour” photos, and altered views of you are fun; in 50 years, how will this altered view impact you when your memory fades?
Fate, coincidence, or luck?
There have been moments in my life that have occurred when I questioned everything, when a different choice would have changed my future and existence. Is it fate, coincidence, or luck? You tell me.
I failed.
I used to think of failure as a negative thing. Now it’s a part of my growth. I try and learn from it. Previously, I would go dark, critical, and become that OVER analyzing everything I did — person. I still become my own private drill sergeant and critic, but I try not to be too hard. It’s not easy and negative Nellie and I could go rounds.
A mistake 5 years in the making.
I’ve received a ticket for a car I no longer own. The DMV in California says it’s mine. Is the car still mine? How far down this rabbit hole do I want to travel?
Decision fatigue.
There is a saying adapted from the Scottish Poet, Robert Burns, it's often quoted as “the best laid plans of mice and men gang all agley “ meaning that no matter how well you make plans, the whole thing can go spectacularly wrong anyway. I always called it Murphy’s Law.
When did sleep become required?
I was once a night owl. Sleep was the thing that happened in short spurts. Naps happened only on weekends and lunch breaks. Cozy naps on a cold and rainy day, snuggled under a warm and inviting blanket is the SHIT! It became an addiction. I looked forward to a nap.

